In Between the Quarter and the Middle

I so thought the quarter life crisis will not show its phase or face until the next quarter which i am anticipating as the normal human being’s Midlofe Crisis.

I am set for starting June by reflecting on things that happened in a year from when i started being the version 3.1 of me. As of writing, i still have less than five hours left to think of 13 things to ask myself to help in regaining focus and balance. BY FAR, i intend to scratch out “what do i want to do?” but i simply cannot because it seems that it’s the bottom line of all the other questions i want to put focus on instead:
1.) How am i at work? If im not doing this work what do i do in place of it?
2.) Can i say i have had enough trying the industry and its the start of another? But what would i want to do that i can confidently say it is what i want?
3.) Do i move? Where to? And when i get there…. what do ido?

Then comes the lifelong question since we girls started noticing boys….

4.) Where is he? If he is missing, do i intend to proactively find him and when i do, what would i want to do?

See… all else falls to the same question.
And it all came flashing it at the same time the cracks in my brain are agreeing with Solomon…

Meaningless meaningless everything is meaningless!


Rumor has it


If you’ve dreamed about it and you see it being cooked up, do you still call it a deja vu?

About a week ago i dreamed i was with a group of friends somehow near a body of water (im pretty sure it was an ocean or something) and then planes started flying over us and then there were bombings. We are at war somehow.

The dream bothered me. The dream is odd since i havent really been paying attention to the news lately. I come home uber late and drained to even think of anything else but getting rest.

And then the next days after the dream, these news seemed to buildup a momentum.

“….there would be rumors of war….”

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ANC 24/7
May 26 at 7:00pm
Japan to join US, Australia war games amid growing China tensions

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