Barely a Half Life

I am in an odd space currently.

I am in the middle of knowing where I am and at the same time not knowing.

I feel young enough to put a Y.O.L.O on but then again i also feel like I should not be putting the Y.O.L.O without giving something of myself to the society.

I am aching to grow and find something more meaningful and yet I feel inadequate.

I feel driven yet LAZY.